Look, i know things look bad right now but you can change things. Ive been where you are, ive ended up in a womens refuge because of my mum, ive tried to commit suicide, ive had a miscarriage after my ex trying to 'cut the baby out of me' with a throwing axe, i barely see my baby brother because he is so depressed and screwed up hes been commited to a hospital for 2 years at the age of 15.
Im 20 & now have a flat privately renting with my boyfriend and our daughter who is 10months old and im looking into picking up my childcare courses again...
No matter how bad things feel at the moment you will get there in the end, you need to start fresh, go out shopping treat yourself to some new clothes, be yourself, gain some confidence and try to make friends, go clubbing, so what if your on your own, just enjoy life.
I ended up halfway across the country and somehow i made friends just by sitting in a pub sipping a coke.
Feel free to message me on here if you need to talk
Nobody should feel like this, unfortunately at times we do & sometimes just a rant at someone out of the situation can help.
Its the little things you do that can change your whole life around