No I regret it, I wish I could take it back, I thought he loved me I was mad for him I had been with him 6 months yet he always always went on about sex, in hindsight I realised he only stuck with me so long becuase he wanted sex and he knew I was naive and loved him, I think he knew if he stuck it out a pressured me I would give in.
I was a ****, when he said he loved me I fell for it. The sex hurt, was cold and unloving he text his friends straight away telling thme he had finally got it ( he was a virgin supposdly)
He went too uni the next day, he slept with another girl that night and dumped me 2 days later and told me he just needed to loose it and I was something to learn on.
5 months later I also found out he had lied and wasnt a virgin becuase I had an STI and he was the only person I had been with.