You shouldn't be embarrassed hun, at least your making the effort to earn money. I'm a HR Manager at the moment, going back to living on student loan is going to be a very big shock after 5 years! lol. I put my application in last night for the finance so hopefully should all be in place, I assume BG organise the bursary. What degree did you do? Really want to find out about the half terms as we need to book our flights to go see my father in law but I don't want to call again else they will think I'm stalking them! lol Think I will start looking in August then, there are a few around at the moment but I really don't want to be working 2 jobs. xx