Okay so here's problem.
Everyone in my classes are normally noisy but good hearted people I guess, and they often joke around taking the mickey out of each other, and usually have quite clever responses. However when someone say anything like that to me I have this sort of negative feeling, and if it keep repeating I build up more anger towards the person, if they take it to the extreme then I lash out. But Minor sorts of banter I can't handle. I was bullied it primary school because people said they were 'joking' with me, and I used to be quite upset about this kind of stuff back then. Many people often make quite whitty remarks after the person has said something, but me my throat sometimes goes dry depending on the words used, so instead I resort to swearing because I cannot think of any good replies, I just can't find the right words to say and sometimes depending on how offensive it is, it sticks in my mind quite a lot and I only think of good replies after they've said something, leaving people thinking I'm not friendly, I don't know why I can't take. I noticed that as my high school years gone by (I'm in Year 9) less people have start talking to me less and less, In Year 7 and Year 8 I used to have self confidence to talk to girls but not now, not because I'm shy but because I don't like getting insulted, and now I can't even talk to me friends straight, many people think I will get violent if I take loads of this banter in.