I have felt **** for some time now, thanks to a exboyfriend who paraded his exes around me, physically and mentally, couldn't come unless behind me and changed his mind constantly about whether he wanted to be with me or not. I lost my job at the same time, enrolled on 3 different courses, dropped two as the work has been too much, now I feel like I'm not with anything and that life isn't worth it.
I've done a lot of good things in my life that I've enjoyed but feel like my self esteem is so damaged, that it won't happen again. I think I'll find no-one again, that I'll never find a job again. It feels like this is it, I'm not supposed to be here. Please help! What can I do to improve self esteem?