Has anyone else experienced therapists asking about your sex life? Or is this just me who finds it totally weird conversation topic to have with professionals?
oh, yeah, back here again feeling terrible :/. Spending eastern with my parents here, and i just feel like the failure kid. I really don`t know why my mood is so low, since I am on new medication and everything.
I just keep remembering things from the past and remembering them vividly, I feel angry at the people who took advantage and I feel angry at myself for being so weak and not being able to stop thinking. The one person that says they love me is the one that makes me despise myself. But I'm so stupid and weak that I won't do anything about it, because I'm nothing in the end. I don't know if I hate myself or him more. Urgh.
I just keep remembering things from the past and remembering them vividly, I feel angry at the people who took advantage and I feel angry at myself for being so weak and not being able to stop thinking. The one person that says they love me is the one that makes me despise myself. But I'm so stupid and weak that I won't do anything about it, because I'm nothing in the end. I don't know if I hate myself or him more. Urgh.
How are you doing?
Oh hun
I understand those feelings very well But remember that not any of it is your fault, you're one of the most amazing people I've ever spoken to in all my existence and you don't deserve any of that. It's hard to forget, but try and be easy on yourself, you have no reason to hate yourself. If you wish to elaborate you can PM me or text me about it, I'm always here. Just be easy on yourself
I'm a little empty now, but reaching the point where I don't see the point of trying anymore.