I'm new to this forum, and I'm coming here for help. In May of 2011 my Mum's kidneys started failing, and she lives pretty much alone, so the entire time I've been here she's been alone doing dialysis 4 times a day. I stretched my ears like two years ago and my left over scar has been making me really socially anxious the entire time I've been here. I'm struggling to move past someone I loved irretrievably who didn't love me back at all and I'm also overweight. All these issues have just built up and up to the point where I've attended 10 lectures all year from September to now and I haven't handed in a single piece of coursework. I sat one exam in January but wrote 5 lines per answer. It no longer read my University emails out of fear and I sleep 12-15 hours day or not at all (hence the posting time). When I do awake I only eat Rice and junk, which doesn't help my weight issue as I've gained weight a fair bit. Surprisingly I'm still technically at the university and haven't been kicked off yet. When I visit home my Mum she seems very worried and so I lie to her that I'm having a great time here and make up all kinds of **** stories. I also fell out with pretty much all of my friends because long before I moved away some of these issues made me isolate myself and as a result my friends at home no longer bother with me. My roommates feel distanced from me and I still don't feel like I have any new friends here at all. I've been out with them twice and that's it. I have my next exam at 9am and its 3am now. I've reached my wits end and I think tomorrow would now be more productive to me if I went to the University's Councillor and got help, I can't face the exam, I wont be able to sit down for 3 hours without getting down and writing nothing, which would really finish me off. I know this place and these people are right for me, I've just got too much crap going on outside it to even function. I feel like I'm going nowhere slowly and worse still, that nobody cares.
I tried to cover that in as much detail as possible, but I'll answer any questions. Any advice might literally save my life, thank you all for reading.