I can't believe I have to go back tomorrow, after a very unproductive and demotivating half-term. I've become so lazy and have left everything to the last minute, I've had 3 essays to plan and 2 to write, and I only got as far as planning one of them and not writing any. Don't even get me started on resits for summer exams, I haven't even started the revising for that. There is also the EPQ issue, I've only written 4000 words when I need to write 6000, I haven't planned my presentation and my project log and sources log haven't been updated for at least a couple of weeks. The thing is I know I've got so much to do, yet I just keep putting things off and I'm actually scared of starting to do them, because then I'll realise how much I need to do, which will scare me even more. At this rate, I don't think I'm going to get into uni. I need to just suck it up and actually do something about it.