I'm so stupid, every time I'm idiotic enough to think I might actually be feeling a bit better it always comes back to this, just wanting to die and when I kill myself I'm going to everything up for everybody like the selfish little that I am. I'm so sick of feeling like this.
I know exactly how you feel. One minute its like you feel like its gone and its never coming back and then the next minute you start to hate yourself agina. I hope someday this cycle will end for us before it is too late
I read this and it just basically sums up the sort of people i live with . I hate my life. I have no friends, my parents wont let me have a non indian gf, they're really strict and don't like me going out or spending my own money. Today my mum even tried to choose which curtains I was to buy and I was the one paying and it was to go in my room
How did I end up in such a crap situation, living with my parents at the age of 23?
The sooner I die the sooner this nightmare will be over.
I read this and it just basically sums up the sort of people i live with . I hate my life. I have no friends, my parents wont let me have a non indian gf, they're really strict and don't like me going out or spending my own money. Today my mum even tried to choose which curtains I was to buy and I was the one paying and it was to go in my room
How did I end up in such a crap situation, living with my parents at the age of 23?
The sooner I die the sooner this nightmare will be over.
I just read that, sounds like a horrible sort of a situation to be in, especially when you're depressed. I've only been staying with my family for a week and I'm already crawling up the walls.
I read this and it just basically sums up the sort of people i live with . I hate my life. I have no friends, my parents wont let me have a non indian gf, they're really strict and don't like me going out or spending my own money. Today my mum even tried to choose which curtains I was to buy and I was the one paying and it was to go in my room
How did I end up in such a crap situation, living with my parents at the age of 23?
The sooner I die the sooner this nightmare will be over.
Maybe you should try going out of the house more often to avoid your family? Plus my parents are very strict and overprotective too
Right now Im upset again just thinking about life. My mum shouted at me for going on the internet looking at stuff to buy even though I have not bought anything. Then she started going on about debt and when I try to put my view across that I had no bought anything she told me to shutup. This is why I feel I can't tell her anything as she would find a way to make me feel stupid for mentioning it in the first place
ATM Im angry for existing and wish I had the guts to kill myself. Existing seriously does my head in as I hate being part of this World.
argh, my throat is officially the most disgusting thing I've ever seen. my tonsils now look like tiny brains taking up the whole of my throat, there's puss coming out of everywhere and it's got blisters all over. it looks like something's decaying back there.
I don't actually feel too bad (other than the pain and the swallowing) but I'd like to avoid work until I've been to the doctor just to check it's not something really contagious or anything but my dad's the only one in today so I have to go
Sounds like you mayhave tonsilities! but get a doctor to check it out. its not very nice, make sure to drink plenty and rinse your mouth out with TCP (not nice i know but will help) i regulary get it and fed up of it but with adults they dont remove them as they have a nasty habit of growing back, lovely!. Also take some paracetamol to help with the discomfort.
ATM Im angry for existing and wish I had the guts to kill myself. Existing seriously does my head in as I hate being part of this World.
ditto to that! My mum quizzed why i left the house so suddenly today. I told her it was none of her business and she went on about it was her business until i move out and was egging me to leave the house I hate my family
ditto to that! My mum quizzed why i left the house so suddenly today. I told her it was none of her business and she went on about it was her business until i move out and was egging me to leave the house I hate my family
sorry you feel like that blue.
How can it be that even the things I used to enjoy don't seem so fun anymore? Went out for a bit of retail therapy and could feel a panic attack coming on in the middle of the shop ( luckily nothing came of it).
I'm just sooooo.....tired and my head is spinning. I just don't physically feel right. Can't wait for the New Year, time to sort my ******* life out!
Just registering myself into the depression society
Ive actually been pretty good recently-theres hope for everyone.
Just a bit of bitch that life can drag people down like this
Hugs to you all
Welcome to the society
Annoying thing about depression for me is my life is WONDERFUL everything couldn't be better but I still feel rubbish. I'm scared of food, of the future and physically feel strange most days. I'm so tempted to stay in bed forever. I hate being so selfish...I have nothing to be sad about, so what's my problem?
Annoying thing about depression for me is my life is WONDERFUL everything couldn't be better but I still feel rubbish. I'm scared of food, of the future and physically feel strange most days. I'm so tempted to stay in bed forever. I hate being so selfish...I have nothing to be sad about, so what's my problem?
Hmm its a strange think depression. Mine is definetly situational...i tend to get to depressed about circumstances and events rather than just feel rubbish often.
Obviously i dont know anything about your depression given the info you've just given but it perhaps could be a hormonal thing? Have a e-hug anyway lol
Sounds like you mayhave tonsilities! but get a doctor to check it out. its not very nice, make sure to drink plenty and rinse your mouth out with TCP (not nice i know but will help) i regulary get it and fed up of it but with adults they dont remove them as they have a nasty habit of growing back, lovely!. Also take some paracetamol to help with the discomfort.
i do indeed, along with a fever - doc said I'll probably be delusional tomorrow. been dosing myself on anadin for the last week and finally got myself to the doctor today after the blisters popped up, just got a load of penicillin to take which really better make me better sharpish as I can't really afford them and more time off work.
I saw joe (ex bf, good friend) going out earlier and it makes me feel so incredibly low that he doesn't seem to want to hang out any more, never bothers with me these days. haven't been out in what seems like ages as well, I feel too depressed to go out and then i get depressed that i haven't been out!
How can it be that even the things I used to enjoy don't seem so fun anymore? Went out for a bit of retail therapy and could feel a panic attack coming on in the middle of the shop ( luckily nothing came of it).
I'm just sooooo.....tired and my head is spinning. I just don't physically feel right. Can't wait for the New Year, time to sort my ******* life out!
Aw I feel the same way too. I have no motivation to my uni work and have no interest in my course. All the stuff I use to do I no longer do and it takes so much effort just to do the basic stuff.
Hope the start of the new year will be a positive thing for you
Aw I feel the same way too. I have no motivation to my uni work and have no interest in my course. All the stuff I use to do I no longer do and it takes so much effort just to do the basic stuff.
Hope the start of the new year will be a positive thing for you
Have you, or has anyone heard of BUNAC? I'm applying for it and i'm not sure whethern i should just do work america, or do camp USA then work america/work canada - I need to get out though!!!!! Leave the house and travel for a bit you know!
I felt a bit better when i was looking through the pictures on their website but now i feel now that it's hit home the enormity of trying to persuade my parents to let me go, and realising i've got another 6 months to go
Have you, or has anyone heard of BUNAC? I'm applying for it and i'm not sure whethern i should just do work america, or do camp USA then work america/work canada - I need to get out though!!!!! Leave the house and travel for a bit you know!
I felt a bit better when i was looking through the pictures on their website but now i feel now that it's hit home the enormity of trying to persuade my parents to let me go, and realising i've got another 6 months to go
Heard of it, but don't know anyone who's actually done it. Sounds like a good idea though, it'll give you something to work towards and look forward to.
I think I possibly had a panic attack today;it was really quite scary. My chest was going mental and I couldn't properly breathe or talk and just had to lie there curled up for about 10 minutes until it started to go away, but it took me hours to calm down
Have you, or has anyone heard of BUNAC? I'm applying for it and i'm not sure whethern i should just do work america, or do camp USA then work america/work canada - I need to get out though!!!!! Leave the house and travel for a bit you know!
I felt a bit better when i was looking through the pictures on their website but now i feel now that it's hit home the enormity of trying to persuade my parents to let me go, and realising i've got another 6 months to go
Still ask you never know. Maybe doing something like that would help put perspective on things
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