Hate being home alone : / today was great until after my swim when I started feeling really sleepy, then tonight got incredibly cold. I've had to wear a hoodie for an hour, leave the heating on for 3 and pretty much work myself into a state to warm up, now I'm feeling anxious from the dehydration
can't win sometimes, can we?
and I'm dizzy sometimes too, as a rule of thumb have to eat every 4 hours
Low blood pressure? I've never really understood how sometimes my anxiety causes a pounding heart, other times the heart rate's incredibly slow but there's just this feeling of impending doom. Maybe no-one knows?
And finally, a health magazine telling me that virtually all carbs are bad, brown bread and potato included. It's also got loads of ads for their own supplements and meal replacements though so maybe a bit biased and immoral?
Food's confusing, I wish I could eat without thinking about it. Apparently no amount of detoxing from a good diet and exercise can help if you're constantly stressed about it, yay
Sorry that I've gone so negative but the nights Mum's working are usually the worst for how I'm feeling, why can't I just be a normal teenager (whatever "normal" is really) and not go crazy every time I'm left alone for a few hours?