[Between_Thoughts]

Thought of posting here since I am very bored. If you're interested of course. I doubt anyone will really be that interested.

I have no guilt or empathy. I have never felt bad about anything I have done or cared about anybody else.

I did a big write up of myself here but it was very all over the place. I think if this was more of a Q&A this could work out better.

I have taken to writing recently and I think that discussion about myself here will allow me to explore myself more. I'm sure you can come up with questions. I will answer honestly, hopefully we can amuse each other.

This is not my main account, obviously. If this is not suitable here just delete.

[Vodka]

Hmmm... interesting... I am curious of your thoughts and your daily activities as a sociopath, care to share?

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by Vodka)
Hmmm... interesting... I am curious of your thoughts and your daily activities as a sociopath, care to share?

Thoughts and Activities, this is quite vague, I could be typing for days really and never reach what you're looking for.

My daily routine is probably very similar to yours, I attended college (Uni in September).

The main difference will be that I just don't care. I don't love my girlfriend. I don't like my "friends". I just pretend I do. I surround myself with useful people, once they become of no use I lose interest in them.

I actually have very little emotion, anger being the main thing I feel and that is either very dull "annoyance" or blind rage.

If you have a more specific question feel free.

[Vodka]

(Original post by Between_Thoughts)
Thoughts and Activities, this is quite vague, I could be typing for days really and never reach what you're looking for.

My daily routine is probably very similar to yours, I attended college (Uni in September).

The main difference will be that I just don't care. I don't love my girlfriend. I don't like my "friends". I just pretend I do. I surround myself with useful people, once they become of no use I lose interest in them.

I actually have very little emotion, anger being the main thing I feel and that is either very dull "annoyance" or blind rage.

If you have a more specific question feel free.

Interesting...

So what's your goal in life?

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by Vodka)
So what's your goal in life?

Interesting question. I'm not entirely sure.
I'm going to be studying Computer Science, but that's not really an answer.

I'm very impulsive, I move around a lot in my ideas for the future. I do enjoy programming it's quite relaxing so that may be the path I take career wise.

I want to move to Thailand.

[No Man]

(Original post by Between_Thoughts)
Interesting question. I'm not entirely sure.
I'm going to be studying Computer Science, but that's not really an answer.

I'm very impulsive, I move around a lot in my ideas for the future. I do enjoy programming it's quite relaxing so that may be the path I take career wise.

I want to move to Thailand.

Why Thailand?

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by No Man)
Why Thailand?

I didn't think this would need clarifying. It's serene. The women are plenty, easy and of little hassle. Why would anyone not want to live there, at least for a year?

The internet makes location for any tech related work of little importance.

[roarosaurus]

Do you wish you weren't a sociopath? Do you feel like you're missing out?

Do you think anyone has noticed your lack of guilt/empathy?

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by roarosaurus)
Do you wish you weren't a sociopath? Do you feel like you're missing out?

Do you think anyone has noticed your lack of guilt/empathy?

No and no. I don't understand why more people don't just do what the hell they want. Please tell me what I'm missing out on, I do not think I'm missing out on anything, quite the reverse - think how much you have already sacrificed for others. I'm guessing even if you're young you will have done this. I haven't. Generally people sacrifice things for me though.

Yes, my girlfriend 100% knows this. My mother refers to me as "cold", she says this in a joking way so I do not think she suspects. I'm not certain here, time will tell.

"Friends" no, I'm very good at social engineering and have learned how to befriend and influence others. It's very easy actually, I'm constantly amazed at the amount of "socially awkward people". Social settings all have rules, just learn and follow them.

[Lovefoxxx_93]

Are you sure you are not being over dramatic and applying the term "sociopath" too hastily? A lack of empathy can be a sign of many conditions; not necessarily Antisocial personality disorder, which is what most people mean when they say "sociopath".

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by Lovefoxxx_93)
Are you sure you are not being over dramatic and applying the term "sociopath" too hastily? A lack of empathy can be a sign of many conditions; not necessarily Antisocial personality disorder, which is what most people mean when they say "sociopath".

I'm almost certain.

There is, of course, the possibility that I'm wrong but that's very unlikely. I lack only the violent urges required to put me at the other end of the spectrum, I see no point in cutting people up.

[biffyclyro27]

smells like bull**** to me. You're probably just over-analysing your thoughts and emotions.

[Between_Thoughts]

(Original post by biffyclyro27)
smells like bull**** to me. You're probably just over-analysing your thoughts and emotions.

ok. I'm all better now, fluffy kittens all round. Thank you for your input, really helped.

[biffyclyro27]

(Original post by Between_Thoughts)
ok. I'm all better now, fluffy kittens all round. Thank you for your input, really helped.

no worries, glad to have helped

[fuzznbass]

Your girlfriend knows your a sociopath you say ?

[harekrishna]

Maybe your the prophet that they forewarned us about. The one that will beseech a great wrath on the faithless people of the western hemisphere (and I'd like to include Europe too because I mean c'mon who goes to church nowadays and says grace while holding hands at the dinner table although my neighbours back in Saudi Arabia did it religiously. I quite liked it, I felt unified. Actually they thanked God that I was such a great friend to them and were thankful that they had me at the dinner table. What sweethearts). This is your test and you must bear this message with great vigour and might as a blinding light in the form of man shall oppose your ever whim and desire to save your people. This man has been mentioned since the test of time and can be known not only in his strong virtue, but his esoteric presence. This man is Jesus Christ and hordes of men blinded by the divine reality that is God incarnate (which I believe is complete *******s, but heck who cares what I believe), shall smite you with his revelations. The world will turn against you and the people of the faith will not know a brother from a father or a mother from a sister, but will only show their adulation to the saviour of mankind. But alas, they do not know of a great plague that will swallow them for you shall smite them with your wonders. Jesus will abandon them when they fall astray and ask to meet their creator, but Jesus will reply " Be sure of your Lord for Hath not he created me. I came to you once before and I shall leave the world as you once made me." To test their belief in the divine calling Jesus bears a familiar resemblance amongst a hoard of believers. But they have made a grave mistake for they will truly believe that they are immortal since there is no divine presence to emulate. All along they were God incarnate. However the architect of the divine realm does not fool a nation for he will give them a second chance. And if they do not believe, they're shall be a great wrath that has never before been crucified opon mankind. You shall have only a small following of true believers and these will be your brethren in the divine realm of the holy heavens. The world will implode and the horns will ring to praise your you triumph and you shall return to your rightful realm. Years pass by that on earth would seem like one million millenniums shall be celebrated with the utmost bounty given to the righteous you and your brethren will rejoice. You have all the wide eyed concubines, the crystal beaded fruit, the majestic mansions sheathed in shimmering gold, the velvet wine rivers that mount the valleys and the imagination to wish for anything you desire. But one day as you sit on your throne you shall realize that your existence means nothing for you have no presence in the divine reality that is the conception of God and thus you shall have an envious desire to be more than the craftsman. To become more than what you are, a feeble miscreant, you shall indulge in an apple and become the regulator. You have forsaken the true testament of the universe that is contesting with its laws and decree. So, you shall find yourself once again on a place that was familiar to you, but have no recollection of the time and place nor any past events you have partaken in. There you shall procreate forever bound by the routine of daily exhaustion and suffering. Therein you shall abide there for eternity.

This story was merely for the enjoyment of writing a soliloquy of the myriad of thoughts that I may not have been able to retain if they were not written down. Therefore I credit the ingenuity of the brain and my fingers to whomsoever is responsible and thankful for all its bounties.

What I'm trying to say is maybe you just live because you're alive.

[ShredMaster]

^ this guy...


This was posted from The Student Room's Android App on my GT-I5800

[Lovefoxxx_93]

(Original post by Between_Thoughts)
I'm almost certain.

"There is, of course, the possibility that I'm wrong but that's very unlikely. I lack only the violent urges required to put me at the other end of the spectrum, I see no point in cutting people up.

Does this seem familiar? This is my best suggestion.

Schizoid personality disorder (SPD) is a personality disorder characterized by a lack of interest in social relationships, a tendency towards a solitary lifestyle, secretiveness, emotional coldness, and apathy."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoi...s_and_symptoms

[harekrishna]

Oh yeah he surely fits the criteria. Let's just start inventing names and a bunch of balls. put it together in a report, with a keen eye for observing all the anomalies that show up in stats. Let's therefore call this schizophrenic. He just doesn't care cuz nothing really does matter anyway. There's a reason why water doesn't taste like anything.

[harekrishna]

How dare you accuse me of fabricating such a profound story that's dear to so many blind sheep that trail around the whim of a man's insurmountable speech. (Although it is pretty far-fetched, I do believe it should be a fairly entertaining read).