Today marks 3 months since I last had a bet. I am also now starting my last week in rehab. Have been struggling the last few weeks but am starting to adjust to meds and it is nice to look back and realise what an opportunity this place has given me and the fact that I have stuck through it has given me the chance to take it.
As of next week I will be living in a halfway house so still sort of in rehab but I will have the freedom to go out and try and do stuff to rebuild a new life. This will be my first dose of normality this year. I still struggle to imagine a future but just a few months ago, I just couldn't conceive of the possibility.