I passed my test nearly a month ago and I'm yet to venture out alone. I've had my perfect little Citroen C1 for like 6 months just waiting for me to pass so I can drive it around. However, I have no confidence in my driving what-so-ever.
I've been out a few times to the supermarket with one of my parents next to me but whenever we got there I wouldn't want to drive home as I had been so shook up with nerves.
It doesn't help that my instructor did little to give me more confidence. Even on the way back from the test centre after passing he was contemplating ways the examiner may have been nice to me and overlooked mistakes or made things easier for me. :/ I failed my first test last November with 3 minors and 1 major, so my driving wasn't even that bad back then as if it hadn't been for the major I would have passed (the major was I almost hit one of those traffic-calming poles that make the road narrow as I had never been through those before I misjudged my speed). Then the test I passed I got no minors at all.
I guess it doesn't help that my instructors biggest thing with me was that I was too fast on approaching junctions and now my Mum is telling me I'm too slow and I shouldn't slow down until I'm near the line and then brake quickly, whereas I slow down gradually and gently to a stop but I guess that's annoying for other drivers who are trying to get somewhere behind me. My Mum is very nervous with me in the driving seat and there was one incident when I was driving after passing with her and I went into a carpark and she thought I was going to hit a railing, I wasn't but her reaction scared me and put me on edge.
Any advice please?