- money money money
- London being too big, busy & crowded for me & my anxiety to cope (despite the fact that I actually do want to live in London. My anxiety just disagrees..)
- not making friends / not liking the people in my flat / liking the people in my flat but being unable to talk to them (due to anxiety) / the people in my flat not liking me
- having a tonne of anxiety during freshers week & not being able to enjoy it properly
- not actually being ready for uni yet and ending up dropping out (this is irrational, like rationally I know the chances are I'll be able to cope, but idk the irrational stuff is much more prominent in my brain? I can't not listen to it. It's hard to explain)
- essentially just anxiety lmao
- also crime rates
(But honestly despite all this I am really excited to start uni.. That stuff just gets buried under a mountain of increasingly unlikely "what if" scenarios that are impossible for me to ignore, even though I know how unlikely they are.)