I know everyone posts about being lonely at university.
I came to university for my first year in September and I was crying the first night, even though I had my boyfriend staying with me. Watching my parents and boyfriend drive away from me on the second day was heartbreaking.
Since being at university I have depression and anxiety.
I don't really have any friends at university, I have 2 people who I talk to and am moving in with next year. I talk to people on my course but not outside of lessons because i don't click with them and some of them knew each other from college. I don't get on with my flatmates, they have changed a few times over the year as well and I've never been friends with any of them which makes me lonely in the flat.
I go to university 5 hours away meaning I can't go home very often.
I got back to university yesterday after spending just over 2 weeks at home for the Easter holidays, so now I am really homesick and just want to go home.
I miss little things like eating dinner with my parents as at uni I just eat by myself in my room.
I feel so lonely and I'm even crying typing this, I hate it!
I go swimming 3 times a week which makes me feel better, sometimes I go with 1 of my friends but most of the time I go by myself.
I got to a baking society once a week and sometimes I talk to people there but I'm not friends with any of them.
I just feel so lonely and I hate it, all the way through the year I have debated dropping out but I really want my degree I just don't think I can survive being this far away from home.
I don't know what to do