Before I start I will say this is a serious post but I have been on TSR long enough to know that some people will post comments to take the p*ss. I don't mind that at all as TSR is a fun forum and I haven't had a SOH bypass! However, I would appreciate anyone who posts some serious thoughts and comments...I've got a friend who I've known for about 3ish years. Three nights ago I had a text from him asking if I wanted to meet up for a few drinks. We both ended up quite tipsy, chatting and watching music vids etc. I can't remember how the subject came up but we started talking about sex and masturbation and fantasies. He knows that I have always found him attractive. At one point he asked me if I ever fantasised about him and I confirmed I had. After he pressed me to tell him details I did (Don't worry, I'm not going to put the details here!!! Lol). I asked him if he ever fantasised about guys and he said that he does but only about 5-10% of the (fantasy) time. He asked me to stay the night and made it clear that he wanted to have sex with me. In a nutshell, I declined and I told him my reasoning ie that it wouldn't necessarily do him any good in the future and I told him that I love and respect him too much. He seemed disappointed and we chatted about him feeling a bit rejected and that he felt it was because he was 'not good looking enough', which I assured him was not the case at all (I think he is very sexy/hot/good looking). We chatted about the possibility that he asked me to stay because he just wanted to feel loved which he agreed. I told him that I love him very much and after a couple hugs (I'm quite a 'huggy' person, as he is) I left.Bit of background.... About six months ago, after a few pub beers and pool, I ended up back at his house and we had a few more beers and chatted. We were more than a bit tipsy and we 'messed around' a bit. Again, I'm not going into details but we didn't really have 'proper' sex (I hope this makes sense because it is difficult to describe without going into details). Although I kinda regretted it the next day it didn't affect our friendship in a negative way – in fact maybe it made us closer.Now I get to the tricky part (Eeeeek!)..... I've now got this idea firmly placed in my head that I would very much like to have sex with him. It's only been three days and so I am aware that these thoughts may pass but I do realise only part of me wants them to. Another consideration is that we are going away together for the weekend in about six weeks time and will be sharing a room.So, thanks for taking the time to read this and if anyone has any thoughts/ideas/advice I would be grateful.