My boyfriend coaches a gymnast event which ive done for years (on and off) and got quite good at it, he was my coach before he became my bf. The thing is the relationship is on and off too. He said that im 'banned' from his group last week because i dont listen and he doesnt want the others picking up bad habits. In truth it was because of an argument in the relationship but he wouldnt admit it! Then after a discussion he let me back in again, then he was annoyed at something in the relationship and i think im banned again.
The thing is, even if i persuade him to let me back in, I dont want to be under his control like this because I dont want to increase my skill, start enjoying it even more and then him suddenly saying that i cant train in his group. No one else coaches this in my area. What should i do, just quit it? I think im better at this that most other sports so would feel bad that i didnt work to my potential if i quit it but then yea like i said i dont feel i can trust my bf.