Update
the last week or so has been a really odd one. this bish redefines the notion of mixed messages.
So the next few days we watch films every other day or so. It was ok. I have a much better taste in film than her. She said heat had too many characters for her to follow with alcohol. This is why stem students are dumb af.
Anyway, so most of the times afterwards we just hugged, squeezed hands and stuff but she wouldn't kiss. So i thought "ooh so this is what a friendzone is" and kicked her out of my bed immediately after that thought.
The next night we did the film stuff i grabbed her boobs and she even took them out. After that night she was likem "sometimes i just like my boobs held, doesn't mean i want to **** the person". I was pretty pissed off and was like "you bare goad me on" and told her that she couldn't keep doing this stuff and not get a reaction from me, im not a gay best friend etc.
I can't remember if we did it again since then but the last time we properly did it things were different. We watched labyrinth. I had started the hugging, pretty much consigned to the fact it didn't mean anything at that point. Then we had a smoke break and for som e reason, during the conversation, i said "**** her right in the pussy" and she said "id rather you didn't". SO that was the end of that. We went back in, i made no further attempt on her, she tried to rest against me but i just ignored her. Then afterwards she wanted to watch the walking dead (which is okay but no gots or breaking bad). I was tired af so layed down on the bed, waiting for her to go away. Then she lied down with me. I can't remember much of what happened in the next half hour or so but eventually we were under the covers. Touching commenced. Eventually i took all of her clothes of and we were kissing. She said "its not fair i am naked and you still have your clothes on" so i took off my sock.
During another smoke break she said "you must think im really high up on the hot crazy metric" and i was like, yeah i have no ****ing clue what has happened in the last week.
Afterwards i stripped her again, ate her pussy, but really just couldn't be asked to shag her so i pretended that acohol had killed my erection and went to sleep.
Thoughts on what this could mean? She literally said something to warn me against trying to shag her on the same night she begged me to shag her? What goes on inside women's brain? Someone pls explain