I don't know what it was but on Friday night was feeling just so bad, not sure if part of it was I ate a dodgy takeaway as well as had a "holiday" for a week where I had 3 bad nights sleep from people rowdy to about 3am and moved to a different hotel on 2nd day as some problems but I really felt miserable.
I just felt like a failure for dropping out of education so many times, for being in my 30s and single and on disability benefits and also felt old, I swear I looked at my skin and thought it looked wrinkled to me.
I think the bad takeaway made me so groggy I was basically half asleep.
Feeling a bit weak all weekend, a litle better today but a lot of eye pain.