Ah, hm I agree.
Idk how but it's such a huge expectation that it's almost like you don't want to ...disappoint anyone(?) Even for those people on here who are aware, for example, that I'm not feeling great atm, they still expect me to be able to bounce back within 20 seconds bc "I'm anon". Like you say, they don't state it, but it's evident. I guess I just can't do it anymore.
I personally don't think it's
just TSR that's the entirety of the cause.- It'd be ..strange if that were the case. I do think however, that TSR has made me unable to deal with real life situations as well as I previously would've. Having an account on this site has somewhat turned me into this inept human being. It's like it strips you of your basic functionalities. Sounds ridiculous but idec. I'm not saying life was perfect prior to making an account but if I an obstacle came my way then I'd be able to leap over it pretty well and continue with my day-to-day life. However, as of now, something slaps itself into my life and I end up breaking 5 limbs as a result. - I don't know how, I don't know why but I guess I can't wait to leave so I can try + get a grip + sort myself out +..idk breathe.
Yes, I totally agree with everything you've just said. It'll just be nice to not be here. I know nothing irl will ever go back to the way it was bc it just won't but I believe that TSR isn't helping either of us.
You're fab too Cavy, ty + Goodnight, I think I'm going to bed now bc it's quite late. Sleep well.