So Since about november, I've got drunk every weekend, also started getting drunk during the week. I had a proper binge at christmas drinking super cider and vodka, most days, however now I just stick to lager or cider(otherwise I end up doing something stupid or ending up in a fight). So I drink every friday, saturday, and at least 2 other days of the week. I do crave it a lot, though I think that's due to boredom, if I drink a lot my hands will shake throughout the week, and now I do feel **** the day after, plus I'll have bad anxiety and depression. I used to feel much happier drinking but now I find with a few days not drinking I feel happier. It usually helps me socially and is fun, if I am honest. Also I've noticed that sometimes I get bad pain in my chest the day after and stomach, and feel like I don't want to leave my room. It takes me like 10 beers to be "drunk" not proper drunk but I have at least 50 units a week of alcohol, though it's looking at more like 70 recently. My father is an alcoholic, so was his father(he died of it) and his father. Are the stuff that's happening from alcoholism, I am only 17 so I do feel bad about the alcohol the day after as I realize that I want it more often than I should, after about 2-3 days I really want to get drunk lol. Plus I find it helps with emotional issues, so when I am sad or have a reason to celibrate, I will, I will even find a reason.