I'm 23 years old and i had a relationship with a girl 22 years old.. It was my first relationship for me, and i didn't have any experience about girls and relationships.
So when i met her, and we decided to make a relationship, i had to go abroad for studies, so we spent 3 months that we had the distance between us.
When i was abroad, my ex gf made some behaviours really strange. For example he wanted to talk all the day, he was really jealous and when he got angry, he spoke to me offensive. I made patience and i was waiting to come home again, to meet with my gf again and see what will happen.
When i come home, after 3 months, the same problems begun again. He wanted to go out everyday and do everything together, he spoke to me offensive and insulted me several times, when something didn't like it, he was jealous and he tried to enter in my life(looking on my phone, controlling my life etc).
So i couldn't resist anymore and one day i broke up with her! But now i'm not feel good and i feel i big emptiness in my life, and i get bored for everything. I just sit in my house all day. But why? Ok it was my first girlfriend, and i have thoughts that maybe i took the decision very quickly and didn't make more patience.. What do you think? I took the right decision? How i can overcome this feeling?
Postscript: The relationship was only from 6 months(3 months from distance, and 3 months together)
Postscript 2: My ex gf had panic attacks,anxiety attacks,agoraphobia and depression when he was 18 years old and take antidepressants until now. Now he is better, and you can't understand that he has something, but still i don't know if the antidepressants had some influence on his behaviour.
Postscript 3: Neither me, neither her we felt in love. We made the relationship because we liked each others character.
Postscript 4: My ex gf didn't have lot of friends. Only 2-3. Also didn't have activities, only the Uni and as a result he was dependent from me..
Sorry for the big post, and for my English(i'm not a native speaker). I just want some comments about my decision(if was right) and about my feelings(why i feel so empty, and like my life no have sense etc).
Thank you very much