Today has been a ****** rollercoaster. It's went from being physically ill, to panic attacks, to finally feeling calm, to having a laugh, to utter worry.
My mum just called me saying my stepdad has been admitted with a suspected stroke again. It could be a mini one or a full blown one like last time. Dealing with this on no sleep whatsoever from the day before is hellish
The realisation that there are only a few weeks left in school has hit me and I think I need to MASS obtain laminating paper and print a load of stuff off before I'm gone