Turns out that the guy I'm dating wasn't aware of my MH problems when we were at college together. I dropped in a mention of my counselling session and he didn't seem very comfortable, so I guess it's going to be a long time before I can be open with him about everything :/
My best friend has shut me out AGAIN. He said he doesn't care about me, and doesn't want to talk to me. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so reliant on him- but he's such a great person 95% of the time. He doesn't ever realise the effect this has on me, until it's too late