I don't think I'm well at the moment, but I've been told that I'm fairly average looking and my sexual inadequacy gets me down. I'm a virgin at 24 and girls have either patronised me or mocked me, pretty much.
Thing is, there are things I'm measurably better than the majority of people at. I qualified for the british maths olympiad at school, putting me in the top few percent (one or 2, idk) of A level maths students. Didn't prepare for the BMO so didn't do that great.
I was dux of my high school which is pretty cool in spite of *****y attendance because of bullying.
I'm far better than average at guitar and there are lots of other hobbies I'm getting good at.
But I'm just fixating on my sexual inadequacy. Will this get better with age?
Is there a medication to remove sexual urges completely? I've been on sertraline which made me impotent but that didnt' hit the spot. I felt even more inadequate as I still had urges but couldn't get an erection.