Hi, I'm an 18 year old girl and I have anorexia. Three years ago, I was treated as an outpatient by CAMHS but after being discharged, I quickly relapsed.
My bmi is now 12.3. I'm not restricting or over exercising. In fact, I've maintained my weight at this level for over a year. But I've not been able to gain any weight.
I'm so tired of being like this. I want to get well and I don't think I will be able to outside of hospital. I'm on the brink of going to the doctors and asking to be admitted to an eating disorders unit. But, I'm afraid that they will just put me in outpatient treatment which, I know from past experience, just won't work for me.