Every time I play the guitar I feel like cutting my hands off...hell, every time I do almost anything I'm supposed to enjoy, I have a similar sentiment, because I'm so ****ing dire at everything I've ever tried to do. Complete ****ing waste of space. No talent, no discipline, no coordination, terrible thinking skills, terrible memory skills, terrible ****ing everything. I've had enough, and I have nothing to ****ing do. I'm 19 and I have never had any kind of ****ing job for god's sake. If my parents ever stop supporting me, basic bar work or retail work couldn't even keep me alive, that's how ****ing incompetent I am in general, normal, piss easy activities.