Hi, I kind of understand how you feel. I don't have any real, close friends either. But honestly, I actually prefere it that way. I never really get on with females, just can't seem to relate to them, but a group of guys, I'm comfortable and I can chat for ages, and feel right at home. At Uni I lived in a house with 4 guys. 😂. Before anyone says it..no I'm not some kind of s**t or anything, I've been with my partner for 23 years! Since 16!
I entered Uni into the 2nd year so everyone already had their groups of friends, I struggled and felt lonely, but then I joined 2 clubs. Hiking and Taekwondo and made some friends. Theres only one that I'm still in contact with from Uni.
My true friends, I met through work. We live hundreds of miles apart, rarely meet, but when we do it's like we've never been apart.
Are there any clubs/societies that interest you?
As for your boyfriend, I would get rid of him if after a chat he's still non commital. he's clearly not making you happy and that's not fair on either of you. Xx