I'm just so so so v incredibly really majorly upset + my eyes hurt a whole lot, like, so much + I'm v tired + I don't know how to cope + Google doesn't know either + yes, I Googled it + nobody knows + I just wish I was a stupid panda so I can just eat leaves all day bc I just want some lettuce + I want my parent + everytime I say that I feel like I'm going to vomit + I want to stop being a burden but I can't + I just need to know how to cope + my eyes really hurt + I've got a cold + I know I need to stop being upset bc I always get ill then I have no one to look after me + I can't breathe properly anymore + I think I'm going to try + do something really productive tomorrow so I don't have to think about anything + I feel like I'm going to die from sadness + I don't want to die + I'm scared. Maybe if I just rant everything out now then I won't be like this tomorrow. Maybe. Hopefully. Hopefully. Hopefully.