Whiles you're at it, I think get off this thread; it's really hostile and it's not good for you. PM the only two people on this thread who I've seen give you actual sympathy (the empathetic girl with history and the expert on antidepressants), and stay away from negativity. Work on back-up plans for employment and housing, take my other advice with volunteering and hobbies etc to give yourself something good to do and increase your employability, break up with your boyfriend and see if you can come to an amiable agreement to stay friends because you have nowhere to go right now.
There is absolutely no point continuing this relationship, but it is up to him whether or not he wants you. Just be grateful he's being nice rn. Good luck.