I'm actually really stressed about results, and I'm genuinely afraid of what may happen if I don't get the results I need. To some, it may just seem like I'm chasing prestige but it goes so much beyond that, I can't even begin to explain it.
I'm really, really scared. You know how people get high blood pressure when they're stressed? I'm so panicky that I've got low blood pressure (I've learnt how to check from my nursing trainee sister).
The next few days are gonna be pretty tough, and goodness knows what will happen when I see the grade boundaries.
I hate that this sounds overly emotional and desperate but this is truly how I feel about results day.