I met a friend of a friend, who apparently said I was really nice and attractive (my friend didn't tell me this at the time), and then I saw him again a few months later and he said the same thing to my friend (and I also said I'd found him nice too). So she tried to set us up. He was apparently really happy when he found out, and he said he was looking forward to speaking to me.
I didn't have him on fb or anything, so the only way to see him was to arrange stuff through our mutual friend. She invited me to a dinner party at theirs ,and he was very nervous and shy but we got on well. He then said to my friend he'd really regretted being shy, but found me really nice and like me.
I went round to theirs again the week after, and he was a little less shy, and a bit more flirty.
After that, the next time i'd be seeing him would be at a house party in 3 weeks. My friend suggested I add him on fb in the meantime. I did, and we ended up getting on great and talking on a daily basis. the conversation was flirty at times too. I planned to ask him on a date at this upcoming party, as things seemed to be going well.
I got to the party and we were flirty. I asked if we could talk in private and I told him I liked him and found him really nice. Before I could go any further, he sat me down and explained that it was mutual, he liked me too. But he was leaving the country in 4 months' time, and so didn't want a relationship, he was really sorry. He said he would have liked to otherwise, and that it made him sad.
We kissed anyway, and then got on with the rest of the party. We ended up having sex that night, and I stayed the night in his room, and we spent all night talking.
I suggested that we go for a drink that Wednesday, and he agreed. I got home, and that evening realised i'd left my jacket in his room, so he said he'd bring it. I told him that I really liked him and how I'd enjoyed the evening, and thought he was lovely.
He didn't say anything in response..
And then some massive drama happened with his housemate and he ended up leaving the house, and it all got a bit crazy. We talked about it and I asked him if he was ok, could I do anytihng to help etc.
Then when things had settled, I'd admitted I was disappointed about his decision, but I totally understood. I said that if he'd been staying here, we could maybe have gone out together.
He then said he 'didn't want a girlfriend at the moment', and started saying he wasn't looking for a relationship, he was focused on work, travelling etc. and saying that he'd done long distance before and that it hadn't worked out etc. and he didn't want it to happen again.
I said that I totally understood, I respected the decision, we could be friends etc.
And then we carried on speaking online as friends.. a couple of weeks later, I found out he'd said to our friend that he 'hadn't had the feeling with me', and while he thought I was awesome he 'only saw me as a friend'.
My friend said that I came on too strongly in the beginning and that playing hard to get works with this guy. Does it sound like I was too much/I put him off? Maybe because we slept together right away, or that I looked too desperate?
I admit I just really liked him right away, I can be like that sometimes, but now I blame myself and feel like I scared him off..