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Yeah, I think ultimately for me it was just so intense and caused me so much stress that tipped me over the edge. I'd end up burning myself out getting an assignment in and then ended up needing time to recover meaning I was behind with the next one and so the cycle went on. It also doesn't help that the degree is pretty much completely different from last year when I took my leave of absence and so there were a few modules I couldn't stand and caused me a lot of stress. Live and learn I guess. For most of the year I've been miserable or just not feeling anything. It doesn't help that due to the workload I was too exhausted to socialise or just didn't have the time so I don't really have any friends who are still around, I've got one who I see a bit but it's a stark contrast to a couple of years ago.
Already freaking out about my GP appointment tomorrow, I really don't like my one in my uni town and I've had terrible experiences with the NHS here but it's literally just to get a note about what's been going on for the extenuating circumstances form, I plan on getting proper help when I get back home.
I'm in halls temporarily over the summer as my rent was up on my last place and it's causing me a few problems. My housemates are pretty loud and it's starting to annoy me. I mean I know because I'm autistic I'm more sensitive to sensory stuff but it seems all they want to do is party and stay up all night. I mean, I get it, I'm odd in that I'm doing a dissertation over the summer when everyone else is relaxing but it's starting to annoy me and I don't know how to confront them about it. It also doesn't help that the walls in this place seem to be so thin, I can hear what's going on a floor below perfectly. After I've been staring at a screen all day trying to write my dissertation I really just need to come back and be away from sensory stimuli for an hour to recover so hearing loud conversations all night really isn't helping. I think I may go back to my Dad's for the weekend to escape from the noise.