Well unlucky for me my mum had a bad experience w my dad and his side of family. And had kids kinda late. So my mum focused on us (two kids) and we failed a lot throughout the past 9 years. Now I’m in college and I got plagiarised more than 2 times. And all my grades have all been capped down to a pass. The only way I can get D/D* (if it’s even possible) is if I get constant distinctions in my second year of college. And my mum wanted us to go to Cambridge/ Oxford. I did as well, I sort life thinking that I can do anything/everything because nothing is impossible however i struggle so much and I have undiagnosed adhd. And I rll wanted to go to Oxford bc I wanted to prove it to myself that I can get somewhere good through hard work, and I was gonna do work experience and go to at least two/three internships before I’m 18 . And start a business and a channel, model and also a YouTube channel between 2020/2021/2022/2023. All my life ppl called me dumb and this was supposed to be my comeback but I was depressed and struggling and ugh I’m doing rll bad in applied science L3. And I’ve disappointed my mum idk what to do. I know I will keep going but now my mum wants to pay for someone to help us w assignments but I’m scared they will plagiarise me as well even more