Not doing so great. I'm already falling behind at uni and I'm only in week 3; got no concentration, always tired, and can't focus on my work because I'm so scared of the voices getting louder if I stress out. They've been progressively getting louder regardless but I don't want things to get even worse for me. I know stress if a big trigger.
Went to a society meeting today. Spoke to 4 people - 3 gave curt answers and the other suddenly needed the bathroom. I'm worried I give out "crazy vibe" or something, I don't understand why I try to make friends and always fail. Anyway, I left after that and cried in the car for a while before driving home. Another failure.