Firstly, I have no idea which forums this belongs to so I'm sorry (not sorry) if it's the wrong one...
So I got back from a year in New Zealand about three weeks ago and it was easily the best thing I've ever done. The freedom and independence you have to truly discover who you are with nobody judging you.
Honestly, since I got back I thought I would be glad to see family and friends again. Turns out, not really that bothered. They are exactly the same as they were before I left, except they do more drugs, which i do not partake in.
It really makes me question why I came back, I just want to go back and be myself, enjoying life. I did come back because my visa expired and I ran outa money.
Been trying to meet new people, but no idea how because I live in a rural area. Been looking for a job for the past 3 weeks and only just got two interviews next week. I hate it here and wish I never came back. Can't exactly leave either because I have about £8 to my name.
Don't know what this is going to do but I just had to tell someone and let it out.