Day started off positive and I had ideas about trying to intro myself to people. Trying to socialise. It sucked. Young people (sweeping generalisation obv) are just not interested and are particularly expressive in their "why the fudge are you speaking to me, old strange person" face. I knew it would be tough to be a mature and transfer student. Just sucked today and totally dropped my mood. I didn't want to be there.
It's not like I dislike my own company. Just would be nice when overly enthusiastic lecturer wants to have us chat to people next to us, I'm not sat like loner with people chatting either side of me. Just had visions of the next two years in solitary with no friends. Like I'm actually looking forward to getting on with assignments just so I don't look like friendless loser. Something to do for the 2/3 hours between lectures