Not entirely sure how this site works but I really need advice from people who have either been in a similar situation or have experience with what I'm dealing with.
Anyway, I made the decision to drop out of uni back in April of this year. It wasn't my immediate choice and if I could have stayed then I would have. I was studying Psychology at Strathclyde which I really loved but I was really unhappy with the combination of subjects (English and Italian) that I was doing. I had hoped to stick them out until the end of the year and change to something different in second year while continuing to study Psychology. However, I found out in the run up to exams that I would have to continue with the subjects that I didn't enjoy in my second year and this was a real issue for me. I met with/emailed various faculty members in my best effort to change these subjects and eventually tried to transfer to a completely different degree altogether in order for me to remain at university as it was really important to me as I initially didn't like the idea of dropping out completely. The transfer couldn't be done and I was left with the thought of another year of study in subjects that I wasn't enjoying and had no passion for. After discussing the situation with my advisor I made the decision to withdraw before exams (I was having a lot of anxiety over them and was stressed about studying for a whole list of exams that I knew I wouldn't pass as I found the subjects extremely difficult as well as not enjoying them) to then focus on a college application as I had missed the window to apply for September entry of this year and I didn't want to be out of education for over a year. My next best option was to apply to college for the time being, however, as expected there were extremely limited places left on most courses. I'm currently at college in Glasgow studying an HND in Marketing (which I'm not enjoying as Psychology is my passion and what I really want to study) but I want to get back to university as soon as I can so I'm trying to apply again this year for first year entry in 2017 at other unis and even Strathclyde again (if they'll let me in & with a different combination of subjects this time).
I feel really lost and as though I'm the only one in this situation. I keep thinking I've completely screwed up and won't get back into uni again and that dropping out was a huge mistake, but I wasn't happy with what I was doing aside from Psychology. I'm really struggling with how I go about reapplying and getting references etc again so I was just wondering if anyone had dropped out and went back to even the same uni/a different one and how the application process went?
Thanks