Appt with the CPN went well
she was really nice and very down to Earth and talks slang, so I felt right at home
she also likes Stargate and Star Trek and talking about those shows helped me loosen up a bit
I've to see her fortnightly to begin with as she is too fully booked atm to see me weekly and we are starting with some basic anxiety management but a little more intensive than what I got taught in CBT and we will do that for a few months and she is working me up to get ready to more intensive therapy - trauma therapy and I forget the other one
All in all, it went well and I felt more comfortable around her than other MH professionals I've seen lately so here's hoping I'm finally on the right road now