Idk really.
I don't have a single friend. I'm in A2 now but there hasn't been a single occasion where I've ever met up with anyone from sixth form outside of school. I sit and eat lunch on my own. The only socialisation I get is with teachers, which is why I often hang around after class and pack up real slow so I have an excuse to talk to them. I mean, there's no one else who I can tell that I sent my UCAS in, or that I sat an admissions test the other day. I have no one to share that with. But I think that just bugs them.
I think I probably say less than 50 words a day in sixth form to other people my own age, on average. Naturally over the weekend I don't talk to anyone. I never get any messages on Facebook or anything. But I'm not completely passive either. The other day I tried asking someone how they were doing over Facebook. No response. Even when I really really tried to make an effort and be extroverted at the beginning of AS, it came to nothing and just drained me of my energy.
Not a day goes by without me thinking about how I don't have friends. Fortunately I'm not totally deprived because there are some people I talk to online occasionally. I don't know if they're really 'friends' though. I still feel alone.
So I guess 9/10, even though it doesn't feel too bad. Maybe I've just gotten used to it. Honestly it's so painful trying to make friends, it's so forced, can it really be worth it? But I'm not capable of it anyway; it's impossible.