Thank you everyone. I just feel so lost. He just left, he was clearly upset, it's only the third time I've ever seen him cry.
Lil-Lele: He said he wanted to be with me, but he couldn't do the distance again, I can't really blame him. We did it for five years, it takes a lot out of someone. He asked me to give him a second chance, I asked him what for, and he just looked at me and said "I don't really know". Apparently he's been feeling like this, but he said if I dumped him that I would feel better, which is obviously silly. He's just off the phone with me, he's so upset, he wants us to be together but I know and he knows that he wouldn't be able to handle the way we were before.