Hi everyone,
I've had a hellish time learning to drive. Even though I don't enjoy driving, and so I am driving out of necessity and to make life easier, and lessons were always a source of anxiety for me, I became a confident and responsible driver.
Therefore today, on my 6th attempt, I managed to pass the test with 9 minors. Some people will critisize this for being 'too many' but personally, I couldn't care less. I am thrilled to have passed!
I had a horrid lesson previous to my test, where I broke down in tears and told my instructor I couldn't do the test. I couldn't even get out of the car to check in at the centre. Test nerve have been the reason for each of my 5 fails, and they truly got the better of me today. There's honestly nothing like crippling self doubt!
My instructor went into the centre to cancel, but instead came back with my examiner. She was so lovely and understanding, and told me to forget about it being a test; that instead we were just going to go for a drive together. So I dried my eyes and started the engine.
Before I knew it we were back at the test centre and 40 minutes had passed. I honestly didn't know what the result was going to be, I just sat there with my eyes closed as she counted up the marks on the sheet. Then, those 7 words; "I'm happy to tell you you've passed!". As most of you will know, words can't describe that feeling (and yes, I cried again).
The only advice I can give to serial failers like me is to persevere. Even when you are convinced you'll never pass, just do it. You never know unless you try