Depression Society MKVI

Virtual company will have to do then - Keep talking on here/on the phone. Doesn't matter how many times you need to ring the number I suggested. Keep going, k

Have one of these. With bubbles. (Yeah, yeah, don't give me any of that crap about it not being manly, as long as you've got your toy boat, it'll be fine )

Going to deal with replies later. So sorry anyone who quoted me and I haven't replied.

[sarcasm]So, appointment with Dr Adams went well[/sarcasm].


I almost broke down in tears in front of him, but managed not to. I really don't want to see him again now, but there are no other psych's I can see!

Operation Try To Fall Sleep At A Normal Time/ Operation Nut. vs. Brain Day 1:

Slow release quetiapine: 6pm.

Last cigarette of the day: 7:30pm.

Lorazepam: half hour before bed.

Glad you're OK :-) Yeah, he's brain dead but on life support because his family are donating his organs.

Can completely relate to this. Seeing how great everybody else's social lives are makes your own seem much worse.
My concentration is almost non-existent too.

My uncle just left before asking me if I still wanted to go into medicine. Even though I know there's absolutely no chance of me getting in, I still said yeah and he seemed really pleased. I still want to go into it, I just know I wont be accepted anywhere. It's all I have ever wanted to do and I'd look stupid if I couldn't do the only thing I have ever wanted to do. My family expect so much from me but I'm just going to disappoint them.

good luck!

I don't start my new meds till tomorrow (have to go pharmacy and hope they let me have for free cause don't have my HC2 form with me!) hopefully then I can sleep normally again too!

Going to deal with replies later. So sorry anyone who quoted me and I haven't replied.

[sarcasm]So, appointment with Dr Adams went well[/sarcasm].


I almost broke down in tears in front of him, but managed not to. I really don't want to see him again now, but there are no other psych's I can see!

Are you sure this was an actual doctor you saw, or just some homeless alcoholic?

The same thing is gonna happen to me with ICT. Especially after what I got for GCSE: Wanted to BTEC ICT at one point. My teachers went: I think that would have been better as you learn to fix computers, and I really wanted to do that.
In the end I did:

Want to go to a university far away from my parents. Originally had thought about doing Networking at Middlesex, but after what I currently feel about my parents, I just want to go somewhere far away. I have a feeling i'm going to miss the "convenience" of being in London (having frequent bus and train services). Anyway, got to realise what i'm doing and start studying hard, if I am going to come anywhere close to going to university .

Anyway, i'm now in a bad mood because I wanted to be left alone yet my family didn't. And the b**** of a friend I have wouldn't ****ing stop sending me messages that I don't understand!

Just made me think of this :

I wish I could calm down

I'm not actually sure, I think it took me just over an hour to get to sleep though.
Things like that just reinforce the idea of me making all this up, or at least over exaggerating everything.
I really, really hope so. Even if my GCSEs are so-so but I really try at A level I could still apply to pretty much anything.



Glad your mood is fairly good!
At least you gave answering it a start, it's more than I would ever do.
Maybe you could just go to predrinks if you feel up to it?
I'm sure they'll miss you but there's nothing stopping you keeping in contact with them

There is absolutely nothing wrong with your GCSEs, they're really good.
There are buses and trains everywhere, not just London.

Just made me think of this :

Sorry you had this crappy experience Second opinion needed methinks....

Operation Try To Fall Sleep At A Normal Time/ Operation Nut. vs. Brain Day 1:

Slow release quetiapine: 6pm.

Last cigarette of the day: 7:30pm.

Lorazepam: half hour before bed.