a healthy diet and exercise isn't working - i go running every day, i go circuit training once a week, i barely drink alcohol and other than that my diet is pretty clean, lots of fruit and veg etc. no difference - so it's time to get drastic. i realise it's an eating disorder, but it's easier to conduct at uni without my friends/parents finding out and stopping me. i need to be thin and i don't care how.
it's almost impossible to be anorexic at uni without people noticing, because meal times are where we all meet up so people would notice if i wasn't there or if i didn't eat anything.
bulimia [as in making yourself vomit] is horrible, i've tried it - it doesn't actually bring up the majority of what you've eaten, drinking salty water to make yourself throw up really burns, it also bruised my throat, and apparently it messes up your teeth and basically fries your digestive system with acid...
so laxatives?