I have 3 weeks till the end of year 12 done AS levels in Sociology and English combined a couple of weeks ago I also did an RE January exam in RE and got a D but did not finish it as I am suffering from depression and suicide attempts etc. I have been thinking about doing a BTEC course in childcare to take the pressure off as there is no exams but I may do that after year 13 if I get better. I honestly do not know what to as I got B's in Sociology and English in January but I just lack confidence to the extreme. The school know as I have been in hospital a few times and they are shocked about my self harm. I was thinking if I stay next year I will attempt English and Sociology A2 and maybe finish RE AS and take up HE AS. I am really good at putting on a front and people only know how much I want to kill myself because of this stress when I tell them.
so what do you reckon you would do in my position. Please do not laugh at me as it took lot for me to even write this thread. I do not mean to freak anyone out ..... sorry