Last year I was in yr 11 doing my GCSE's. At first I was doing badly and not putting in much work, the teachers were on my case and that motivated me. In the Febuary half term I started reivising and I ended up doing 2 hours a day as the exams drew closer. They were made out to be a life or death situation. I worked my ass off and got really good grades. Now the teachers are off my case, Im more laid back. Im under the illusion I will be absoloutely fine by doing minimal amounts of work.
Now Im in year 12 and I have no idea why, but my motivation to do well is so, so low. It almost seems as if I dont care anymore. I understand how important these exams are, but I have no motivation to do work. I feel slightly cheated. Last year GCSEs were made out to be so important so I worked my ass off. I hated revising, I ****ing hated it. But I did it and I was over the moon when I got my grades. However as soon as I started year 12 I pretty much realised those grades were not too relevent. They didnt mean much. So now Im just like "sod it" I dont care.
I dont want to do all that revision + more over again. It seems like yesterday when I was locked in my room, reading out of text books and highlighting etc.. the thought of doing that again is horrible. I started revising a few days ago, but the motivation isnt there. I really need to get myself into gear and start working. I have 7 exams in the Summer, the last thing I need is to do resits next year. Is anyone else like this?