Oh I knew I was gonna get negged for that. Right, let me introduce myself again. I have suffered from general anxiety my whole life, and have only been diagnosed a year ago. Because I feel the same way I do when I'm looking forward to something, I never realised what it was, until I had a sort of breakdown at university. There I went to counselling sessions as well as relaxation sessions, and it helped a bit. Unfortunately there are still a gazillion stupid situations like opening my emails in the morning that mess me up, make me feel more stressed and anxious. So yeah, it is the most terrifying thing I do in the morning, whether your think it's a joke or not.