Hey ,
my situation is a bit complex but probably only at the first sight. I just got my masters in Poland, where I finished the interdisciplinary individual humanistic studies (mainly political science and philosophy). During the studies I developed a very strong interest for international relations and political economy, which made me realise, that it would be my dream later on to work academically in this field.
I wanted to start a PHD course this year but it wasn´t possible for some reasons: my university isn´t recognised by universities which have top positions in international rankings and my writing and research skills in english are not satisfying enough, at least so far. Now I got a place at Aberystwyth University, I am going to study there International Politics and Economic and Social history.
I think heavily about my future all the time and would like to ask you about your impressions. I am 24 years old and aware that it is kind of late to start another university course, but without it I´d need to forget about any dreams of a scientific career. I studied in Poland that long because I lived for 16 years in Germany and my written polish was poor- I thought having one more language on a solid level and a master title may help me much but maybe I exaggerated a bit with the length of my studies. I have two language certificates in german.
Would you rather say: stick to your dreams and realise it,
"Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did."(these are actually the thoughts which dominate myself- I started to love international politics and economy so strongly that I will always regrett not to even tried to succeed in these fields) or give it up, find a normal job or engage in polish-german relations.
Sorry for the length, hopefully it is not too chaotic- thanks for your help!