LDR chat thread VIII
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So glad the last week is finally over... the second exam was absolutely horrendous. Think I'll probably be back here in august to do them all again.
And I failed my driving test. Again.
screws up all my plans for the summer.
But... it's only 8 days til I finally see the boy
(He's meant to be talking to me on facebook... I woke up to find loads of messages telling me to wake up because he had exciting news for me, and has now disappeared somewhere - probably talking to his housemates, who he suddenly seems to be getting along with a lot better
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He nearly ruined my suprise last night. He's a brass band nut, and there's a CD he's wanted for aaages. I said I'd get it for his birthday, but I've bought it early to take out to Oz with me and suprise him with. But last night he was saying 'oo well I might order it so it's at home when I get back'...
Think I persuaded him to wait though XD
Ergh. One more exam to cram for... then freedom
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*insert moaning about the stupidly hot weather here*
Off to Old Trafford now for Soccer Aid, volunteering with work collecting money for Unicef. Excited but I'm going to fry standing outside in the sun, even at 5pm I'm guessing it is likey to be ridiculously bad. Coated myself in factor 30 but haven't got my straw hat in Leeds
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Re: LDR chat thread VIIISorry to hear about the driving test(Original post by DrGalago)
So glad the last week is finally over... the second exam was absolutely horrendous. Think I'll probably be back here in august to do them all again.
And I failed my driving test. Again.
screws up all my plans for the summer.
But... it's only 8 days til I finally see the boy
(He's meant to be talking to me on facebook... I woke up to find loads of messages telling me to wake up because he had exciting news for me, and has now disappeared somewhere - probably talking to his housemates, who he suddenly seems to be getting along with a lot better
)
He nearly ruined my suprise last night. He's a brass band nut, and there's a CD he's wanted for aaages. I said I'd get it for his birthday, but I've bought it early to take out to Oz with me and suprise him with. But last night he was saying 'oo well I might order it so it's at home when I get back'...
Think I persuaded him to wait though XD
Ergh. One more exam to cram for... then freedom
(it took me like 5 attempts!)
for one more exam and 8 days to go! 
I love this weather
Just want the next 3 days to be over, I hope it's still sunny next week!
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Sorry I've been a bit absent over the weekend, hope everyone's ok.
Been having a lovely time doing nothing with the boy - had picnics for lunch yesterday and today (one in the botanic gardens, and one by the river), and last night we have a BBQ with my housemate and his friend (the ones we're going to Download with). The boy has tomorrow off, so I get to spend another night/half a day with him ^_^
Although this weekend has been absolutely atrocious food wise
Really need to get back on it tomorrow...
for all
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I said goodbye to my bf at about half 8 this morning
. Feeling extremely fed up which I think is due to the fact that our weekend was so lovely and I just want to be able to do that all the time
, plus it's his birthday this week, I won't be there and he has lots planned and will be going out most nights, so I'll just be sat here alone without him to talk to
. To make it worse even my friends at uni are now finishing and therefore they're back with their bf's all the time so again I'm the odd one out. Sitting out in the sun isn't the same if you're alone while you do it. Just got home from work and not much to do since I don't have any writing assignments again until next week when my editor gets back. I just want to live with him again
I'm hating myself so much right now because it's just the stupid anxiety that is keeping us apart, and I am STILL on the waiting list to see anyone about it despite ringing like mad!!! Still 46 days until summer
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It's not your anxiety keeping you apart, it's your overall situation. Believe me most of us have been there in the past. But your anxiety is of course not helping. Are you home with your family? Do you have siblings and or friends you could go out with? Invite someone over for a barbecue? That way you wouldn't have to leave your comfort zone (hope that doesn't sound patronising, I am just trying to help).
Got my grad ball tonight
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It's purely the anxiety keeping us apart, he has a flat that I can move into whenever I want to. I just don't feel that I can because I'm not good at going out and about by myself. I think I'm going to try and go stay with him for a few days and see if that helps me to get used to it again. I don't get on with my younger sister at all, and I live in an area that is ridiculous to get to by any means of public transport, some of my friends are back from uni soon so I will meet up with them some afternoons. But it doesn't make me feel better. I need to break out of my comfort zone not just stay here forever. 4 sleeps till I see him again
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Hope you have fun at your graduation ball
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Have fun at your ball Sabrina

Boy just left
But only 4/5/6 days til I see him again ^_^ (I'm going to his next weekend, but don't know whether I'm going Friday, Saturday or Sunday, cause I don't know if there are any plans for stuff here). Then I'll be at his until the 11th, with Dowload in the middle 
Although him being here until today has totally messed my head up - I'm convinced it's Sunday, and am very confused every time I look out my window and see schoolkids
Was going to go shopping, but it's too damn hot - I'll leave it tomorrow and go earlier I think. Going to pop to the cornershop in a minute and get a diet coke. Going to college to meet my friend for a drink tonight too, haven't seen her properly for a couple of weeks cause of exams (saw her on Saturday, but that was only briefly), so it'll be nice to have a catch up.
Oooo, aslo, the boy and I have booked our holidau for his birthday - 5 nights camping in Buxton in the Peak District
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Jason has lost his job
Don't know what I'm going to do. Need to be strong. Having to go back full time earlier than planned as I need the money.
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Sephrenia - I'm sorry to hear that, what was he working as? Is he likely to find a similar job soon?
I'm going to write ten!! positives about today, because I'm feeling negative:
1. It's 6 weeks and 4 days until summer.
2. I managed to complete a 4 hour shift at work and wasn't very anxious while there.
3. I just did a 25 minute power walk outside by myself.
4. I cleaned the kitchen which should make my mum have less to do tonight.
5. I've enjoyed the warm weather.
6. I got to wake up with my bf this morning.
7. I still have lots of SATC to watch tonight.
8. I've been reading websites on 'how to be more positive'.
9. I got a really good night's sleep last night.
10. I had a lovely weekend and my bf liked his birthday present.Last edited by Lil-Lele; 28-05-2012 at 17:44.
I hate summer
everyone
(He's meant to be talking to me on facebook... I woke up to find loads of messages telling me to wake up because he had exciting news for me, and has now disappeared somewhere - probably talking to his housemates, who he suddenly seems to be getting along with a lot better
Really need to get back on it tomorrow...