Well to put it simply, I'm antisocial, an introvert but I'm going to have to be a doctor.
Don't consider this pathetic before you read on...
First of all, I've always wanted to be a physicist/engineer of some sort (a job which is perfect for the kind of person I am)! However, after months of debate within my family, I've been 'destined' to be a doctor. I always said no. I would not accept such a career to the point of which it made me feel sick. However, over the past month my overview has changed a little... I wouldn't mind becoming a doctor and it doesn't even matter because I'm going to have to become one regardless. I'm capable of doing it anyways so that's not the problem.
It's really difficult for my to try and explain what I'm seeking advice for...
Because I understand that doctors generally have to be nice or care, but quite frankly I don't lol so it basically won't work right?
I've always loved the image of being a 'mad scientist.' I did not just agree to working towards being a doctor because of what my family- and my parents in particular want. It's also because of society today and the difficulty of finding work whereas doctors are guaranteed a job and it'd be difficult to find work to do research at a university or something if I were to gain a Ph.D in physics (which is still my dream... after being a doctor lol...) Call me naive but I'll never get married or be with someone (personal reasons) so I have all the time in the world!
Would I better suite being a surgeon of some sort since they do not have to interact as much with the patient... then again, you have to be a normal doctor before you can specialize in such a field so I guess that that aspect cannot be ignored. -sigh-
Please don't judge me but I generally want to know whether it is possible for me to be a doctor with my mind-state and my personality? Can I just pretend? God, I really don't know how this'll work! Because it's essentially stupid isn't it? - A person like me wanting to be doctor... when I don't like being around people that much anyway...
-laughs- I've said this to my parents but they just laugh and tell me that it's a bad mind-state I have (I don't care if they're right - it's the way I am so whatever). And that I'll be fine. Maybe I will... and maybe work is just work and I can pretend and it's just a job and I need to stop being such a fool.
lol
Well that's about it.
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Is there a such thing as becoming a mad-doctor... I love lab coats! uaahahahaaa! XD